What I wonder is how you are able to formulate all that, quite eloquently, without thinking with words. It seems that words come into play at some level, and then it’s unclear to me what the qualitative difference is to how I internally experience my thinking.
The words come, but only momentarily. Once I have the words typed out, I can think about their meaning and arrangement. I reread what I type and let the words build a picture in my mind. If the picture is missing something, I add it.
It has taken a long time to develop my skills. My early internet comments are a confusing mess.
In verbal conversation, I have a lot of shortcuts. I'm often described as "very quiet." I can only speak... probably 5 percent of what I'm trying to say, mostly.