It’s fine for it to simultaneously be bad that you’re egotistical; good that you’re introspective about it; and net all kind of underwhelming imo. This particular set of notes does not communicate a strong self of self awareness.
That is, the grand scale of jobs’ observations suggest to me he thinks he is being worldly despite his success, not being humble because he is in fact not better than others. Like no shit Steve, you did not invent math. A lot of your shit you just lifted from xerox frankly.
Snark aside. Humility that is self evident to oneself is different than humility that one asserts themself into. Steve is still just some guy even if he single handedly invented all those things that he did not. He is not merely human because of this.
This isn’t the kind of thing someone writes if they truly believe deep down that they are equal to others. Even if it argues just that.
Presenting reasoning why you’re not special implies it requires reasoning to begin with and not self evident. And I think that’s shit
But I don’t really care either way at the end of the day, you’re right.