Op here ~~ Thank you all for the advice, I've been reading all of your comments and my heart and mind feels more light now. I would like to share some skills I do have:
Programming background in C and python, also bash and powershell programming.
Knowledge of networking and computers in general( I know how to fix hardware in general and know how to deal with Linux and Windows)
My background is in InfoSec, so I Know how to create scripts in general, analyse and mitigate vulnerabilities.
It's my first job, so I'm really anxious on how to do stuff, because I have some theoretical knowledge but never did it in a company, I always did it at home working on some personal labs.
Thank you again, I really appreciate your comments. Love you all
Be extremely aware that you may have picked up lingo and thought patterns in infosec that mean different things and act differently in your new position. Threats now no longer just mean "russian hacker guy", it also means "Tracy from accounts managed to pour her probiotic smoothie over the laptop's keyboard, and that machine has the only copy of this months employees compensation, they need the file in two hours, or noone's getting paid! If it fails, we'll tell them it's the sysadmin's fault", and "Why is it suddenly 70 degrees celsius and rising in the server room?".